blOg by sasy_liz

Elowww bloggerz!!!!its so long ive haven’t share with you watz going on in my life…hehehe…well!..i will  name this one im happy now!!!..coz I’m happy!!hehehe..to start i want to share bout this past months…Ive searching my self n discovering my capability to do things on my own..its a bit hard for me cause I’m always get used that my friends,close one’s and people that i can relay on..but Ive got to get through this..even Ive to face the problems on my on…Ive got to cry on my shoulder on my own…I’m glad Ive done this cause in my journey on my own Ive discover who am i discover what is right and wrong..and as i get through  by my self i know now who are the people i can REALLY TURN TO!!!…and the other side of my story..hehe..about my love life???well!!! i can say its the best relationship that Ive experience..cause even were only 4 months of dating i can see that his the guy for me…I’m the luckiest girl!!!…cause his all i want 4 a guy!!he make me understand things..he thought me how to handle a relationship his sooooooOOOO understanding…hes sOOOOooo supportive..he’s sOOOOoooo loving but I LOVE THIS GUY SO MUCH!!…. our 4 months of our relationship we encounter problems that we thought we never imagine that we can get through but luckily we DID IT!!!..I’m happy now that he’s soooOO close to my family..well!!..thank GOD that he gave me such a ideal guy for me!!.well Ive deserve this cause in my past relationship Ive suffer a lot of heartache’s..but thanks to my "ex" cause if not bcoz of him I’m not stronger now to face this relationship..but his also a "jerk"..hehe..owwww i almost forgot..about my ex???..there’s a rumor that he wants to reconcile with me!!oHHH come on For what PA???..its over nah!!..IVE ALREADY MOVED ON!!…its better Na Lang that i got to go on with my life whithout you!!..haiiii!!!that’s enough for now!!!..my birthday is next week JULY 13!!.. i hope things will be great and i hope I’m gonna be happy on that day cause its a special day for me!!!were planning to have a triple date..hehehe..so talk to you soon bloggerz…mwuah!! ..by the way this picture of us of my boyfriend        and thats me!!!hehehe

officially missing som1???yeah ryt..that what i really feel ryt now..what is missing/hid-law??its a feeling that it can kill you for missing som1 so much..it can cause crying,sleepless nuts,headache,and most of all pimple..heeha..it makes me crazy when I’m  get to miss some1 i would do anything just to be w/ him..if I’m already with him i just hug him so much and tell him in soft voice that "i miss you so much" simple??but it came from my heart!!hehehe..

things that i miss from this guy??

i miss his hug…i miss his laugh…i miss his smile..i miss staring at him..i miss laughing at him….i miss being w/ him..i miss his smell..i miss hearing his heartbeat while his sleeping on my shoulder..i miss his compliments about me..i miss discovering things about him..i miss his "girlie" attitude..i miss getting angry w/ him..i miss our arguments..i miss punching him..i miss busting out of his jokes..i miss his lips..i miss telling him what to do..i miss hiss Innocent attitude..i miss his body..i miss rubbing my skin to his skin..i miss telling me that my skin is so smooth..and most of all i miss seducing him!!!..but what the hell!!..I’m officially missing you Miniemi…

itz pay off time after all the pain,hurt,sacrifice’s,betrayal,test,conflict, and most of all broken hearted last year..it pays off this year…this year i think is a good year coz I’m a dragon so dragon and pig’s are compatible and not just that..the year starts in good way..god is so good he gave me a guy that fit’s 4 me..and all the Miss understanding and arguments of my friend’s are settle nha!!I’m glad it happened those thing it made me stronger,thought lots of lesson’s,brave enough to face those problem’s,forget all the fears Ive got to get through and be a better person..I’m so happy in this time’s..there’s my friend’s always there for me..a guy who love me so much..and my family,so far there’s no problem at this time..hehehe..and most of all God!!…and my message to those person who hurt me and betrayed me!!you know who you are..my message to you!!Ur so stupid!!you dint know my worth!!Ur disrespecting guy!!Ur immature!!unfair!!and I’m shame of you!!if i could turn back time i wish i never met you!!you think your the last guy on earth to treat me like that!!but sorry boy!!Ur NOT!!.."teh??kamu pa sbng??hahaha..karma na nha!!"..and those X friend’s..thanks a lot for the time and were not expecting for Ur returns..you forget our friendship..it’s Ur choice!!we deal w/ it..i make my mistake’s i face it!!how come you couldn’t do that??..so!!Goodbye!!.hai!!!!so!!that’s all i can say right now!!so talk to you soon bloggerz!!!mwuah!!!happy valentine’s pipz!!!

GOODBYE SINGLE LIFE!!!…hehehe…here we go again bloggers..oh my!!!i cant imagine that months from now i would be taken nha…hehe…this is hard for me..to make this decisions..cause I’m afraid to take the risk or be mistaken again..but Ive found a guy who completes the empty space in me..i didn’t expect he comes my way and ask me this precious words..he take all the fear..it’s been so long nha that im single..its been so long nha im collecting..hehehe..he is my inspiration yt now..i need to be love and be loved..I’m wondering that many guys courted me but he’s only the one that captured my heart..because his so sincere and honest and RESPECT..hai!!saying goodbye to single lyf is hard for me..thingz will be change ..thing will not be the same..there will be limitation,arguments,commitment,and the hardest of all that im  not single anymore..oh my!!i hope our relationship will last long…"that’s what I’m hoping,always.."hehe…I’m sure I’m gonna miss my single life..there are hope’s and wish at this point..basta!!..ill love my self anay!!..ill ask all the advise to my friends so that i wont make mistakes and i wont keep a secret to them..cause this last time i take all the pain and I’m not showing to them it urn out that at the end I’m the one nha"kawawa".. hai!!hope this is the last one!!!..talk to you soon bloggerz!!!

my ideal guy this year is kind of "a perfect guy for me"…ive learn so many lesson’s last year..ive been through a imperfect relationship…mperfect guy…imperfect time..imperfect love..imperfect situation..imperfect feeling’s..i think it’s all "imperfect"…so for me the next time i encounter relationship’s and choosing a guy..i want naman perfect!!!..or there’s no perfect naman ideal can work for me…hehehe..well..my point of view of this ideal guy is..i want him,always understand’s me..i want him to accept what i am..i want him to be nice to everyone and anyone,especially my friend’s and family..i want him to be God fearing..i want him to be..respectfull to the ladies.loving faithfull,mysterious,suprising..i want him to be music addict…i want him to play guitar’s or drum’s..i want him sport’s minded..i want him to be smart..i want him to make me smile if im down..i want him to comfort me..i want him to hug me if i want…i want him to correct me if im right or wrong…i want him to make me realize that how much lucky i am to have him…i want him to make compliment’s about me..i want him to be hOnest…i want him to understand the situation before arguing with me…i want to fight for me.."there guy’s are not man enough to fight for there gurl!!!..i want him to broke up with me in front on me "not just txt or call"…hai!!there so many i wantz n lykz about guyz but itz not enough pha..hehehe..about the physical naman..i like guy’s who wearz pant that not too small and not too big..i want guyz who wearz polo shirt..or lacost shirt..i want him to smell good everytime…i like guyz "mataas ang ilong"…i like guyz with moreno beauty…i like guyz who are cute..i like guyz that are "singkit ang eyes” i like guyz indian beauty…i like guyz who are tall..i like guyz with clean nailz and nice teeth..i like guyz who are rich that they can afford to have a girlfriend..owww com on" letz just be practical in this world today!!!…hehe…well!!!someday i can find the right guy for me…i  hope soo….talk to you soon bloggerz..

here we go bloggerz…my topic to day is about my friends..at first i dont understand watz d feeling..that u have friends at your  back…recently..we miz understanding bOut my friendz..i tOt dat i can live freely n cOmplete …but my expectationz was wrong…im kinda risk our friendship that time ..i was a fool to make that decision…wala ko na appreciate mga gna himu nila kung amu pa na himu on ko sila…Oh cOme On !!!they help me wen im down they always there wen im need them..they are alwayz there to rescue me..we both grOw together..they cOrrect me if im wrOng and they tell  me well dOne if im dOing it right..life wit awt fwendz suckz…espacialy times that you miz them and times that you have prOblemz..that no One wil be there at your side..trust me!!!it feelz like your GOING TO BE LOCA LOCA…sometymz you have to understand them …y that happend oR wer it all bagun..they are precious to me…now that i have no family to run to..they are only person left  i my life…i treat them as family..i can tell my secretz 2 them…they are my life my sistha’s..and my hero’s…lOve yha gurlz..sorry 4 the miz understanding and freak outz that ive dOne..sO my advice to yha all blOggerz try to understand the situation first before you move..then think wat they do for you…talk to you soOn blOggerz..

i keep deny my feelings bOut him.. i dont knOw if we feel the same way…i hate to fall in love…im too scared to fall in love too scared to do my miztakez again…but watz love without getting hurt??..i feel lOnely right nOw..i dOnt knOw if im in lOve Or nOt..???i feel im alOne Or im just missing him..sOme people say u need to lOve sOm1 Or be lOve by sOm1…but i always ans. lOve is all aBout HellO’s and gOOdbye’s…hai” lyf!!!its toO hard in this situation..abOut this guy??i Dont have an idea that i will lyk him..maybe nhA Develop lng kmi""i keep deny 2 the people arOund me nga may na kilig ko na feel..gapa manhid effect lng ko..maybe i lyk him cause the way sya nga may respect xa gurl..but we dOnt talk abOut Our feelings..cause im scared 2 fall nga.. hai!!wat ever happend’s i will keep my self strOng..even im still trying..talk 2 yha sOOn bLOggerz!!!!

eloww..this is my 1st time…blogging awt…so..gtg…